you know,
after my inspiring talk with mr potato on sat afternoon,
and joanne in the evening.
or more like me whining and complaining about various stuff
i feel much better.
thanks lt and cor for the messages too.

and today,
i was thinking about the line career is career.
how many of us actually know what you want to do at the age of 18/21(f/m)
or even if you know what you want to do
would you still want to do it after you start doing it?
i myself have been thinking about this for a long while.
like why i spend hours filling holes in teeth waxing up crowns/dentures/bridges, extracting teeth, scraping calculus off teeth...
and i realise suddenly that i actually like what i do.
its actually pretty fun and i actually want to learn more about whatever i am doing.
ok this is the first time in a long while (make it 3 years) that i actually fill inspired about anything.
and i guess its a start.
so i'm pretty glad i'm in this course (of course my God's grace)

like how pastor always says when things are at its worst thats when things start getting better.
God will never make us suffer beyond what we can bear.

so for those of you who feel caught in a rut take cheer that you're not alone.
and if you believe this same God will make things better for you.
all you need is to believe.