friendship

when i was twele years old i had a friend.
a good friend in my eyes until one.
i dunnoe what those ill feelings towards me were based on but it could have been anything
this good friend of mine wrote a letter to this bamboo pole of a guy he was in em3 was chinese but spoke another language
in that letter she said that i liked him
when in real life our classes are separated by four rooms
contact was impossible
communication none
and of obviously i saw didn't have anything for bean poles
oh well he took offence due to me "liking" him
and life was hell
i was timid than
and clueless too
in my entire sheltered life i had never interacted with a thug
she was delighted by my humiliation
she was gleefull that she was not found out
and why do i know that it was her
because she stupidly stole one of my compositions and practiced copying my handwriting
what a ridiculous bitch.
till this day only i know the truth and i know it was her. TT

an ending to that guy lead him getting attach to a rather intelligent friend of mine.
no where in his league.
but she has mudslid down the mountain.
she was so smart.

fast forward to jc
TJ open house
this mass came up to me and scolded me
somehting in chinese about knowing a person and not acknowleding them
my friends were pretty motified by her outburst and pledged their loyalties to me saying they will never go near her.
one eventually was her friend while the other remained loyal.
i really treasure my loyal friends.
and i'm so glad i never went to TJ.
if not for such a strong push factor i would never have met such great friends.
in losing one i found many gems.
thank you bitch.