been sick for a bit
flu cough sore throat fever.
slept alot
canceled a pt.
but still went out for the cursory friday night dinner
went to chinatown and had organs frogs and mixed porridge
the fried intestines were really yummy
went to seventh heaven for ice cream
yummy yet disapointing and the wait was way too long for such a small place.
40 mins.
for ice cream mind you.

celebrated my cuzzies 21st birthday
how i have grown
from a lil brat to a older person
met a primary one friend there
can you believe it?
she regconises me.
ok.

life is so much easier to live when you can just streamline
cut the drama
cut the pleasantries
i dunnoe
its so much easier not being friends anymore
its like a relationship gone wrong
without the getting together and the breakups
but maybe with farewells
its good that we both have moved on
i can't wait oe hour for you to turn up for lunch
i can't be waiting everyday for i'll call you soon
i can't be waiting for you to be in the mood to talk before you answer my calls.
all that drama just so we can be friends.
its not worth it anymore.
took me a decade to realise.
we are from a different world.

i'm so old and boring.
so rushed around.
i need some space to breathe
you have all the time in the world
oh how i've aged.
is it for the better or worse?