thanks for all the birthday wishes.
thanks dear for the flowers and dinner and silly game and tops. =)
he made me a game where i can shoot him with flowers and he will explode. cool? haha.
old. sigh.
can't believe it.

Coma White

There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself
Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb [chorus repeat]

Depression is more than just feeling lousy about yourself. We all feel that way one time or another. Depression usually strikes when you feel lousy about yourself over an extended period of time. There are three common symptoms of depression
- a sense of hopelessness
- inability to enjoy activities you once enjoyed
- sleeping too much or sleeping too little

the roles of a dental student:
1. Practitioner
2. Student
3. Lab technician - we do our own lab work
4. Dental assistant- we assist
5. Receptionist - we have to schdule our own appointments
6. Punchbag for the you know whos and you know whos. seriously who doesn't scold us?
all this does not take into account the fact that we may have a life. or maybe not. 24 hours is not enough.

sometimes its just so difficult to smile and pretend that everything is alright
that you scolding me in front of the patient is alright
that you being so difficult and demanding is alright
that you being so unreasonable is alright
that you being so harsh on me is alright
that you being so rude to me just because you are paying peanuts is alright
that i am your slave
that i am not trying when i just can't get it
that you venting your frustrations on me is alright
NO its not alright
but what else can i do but to smile back and agree
when in actual fact i know the root of it
i'm sorry i'm human and make mistakes
not like you
you must have been perfect from the start
you must have known it all
you must be a semi demi god
while i'm just a mere lesser mortal
wow you must have been so perfect
i would love to have known you when i was young
and maybe bit one of your perfect fingers off.