really tired
where is my place is this world?
dunnoe what i want out of life
if i knew at least i could work towards it
in sec sch i knew i wanted to go to jc
after jc
i din't know what i wanted out of life anymore

so so so sick of school
of rules
of ruthlessness
of oscars
i too will play my cards
not like i will have a chance too
i'm not good enough to put up such a show.

damn.
i hate it that you are such a good actor
i mean actress.

will be in perth in one months' time
one month more of school to go
UROP presentation tomorrow.
marks the end of UROP.
not as if i am gonna get an honors.
rubbish.

punishing a person does not mean he learns
it may in fact spur the person to be worse
i hope not in this case.

PERTH.
have not been there in such a long while.
let me see..
2002?
oh well.
so many things have changed since than.
but i bet Perth will still be the same.
i remember the grass fields
the sirport
the chuck shop at margarete river

travel broadens the mind and widens the perspectives?
i dunnoe it just takes me away from all the school.
lab work patients school work tests exams requirements clinics UROP complains seminars tutorials
i spend so much time in school
it does not do any good to me as a person nor does it bring me any joy more like scoldings and punishments and late nights
hopefully it will pay for my early retirement
where i can travel the world carelessly.