Caries and Cream: June 2007

Whats this feeling?

Eversince i dunnoe when
i cannot quite put a time or date to it
i have been feeling this sense of odd restlessnesss
the sought you feel when you are unsatisfied
when you feel you need a greater stimulation of some sought that you can't quite put a name to
a deep dissatisfaction but you dunnoe what will feel it
why do some people have so many more friends to hang out with?
like friends to study with to go through life with?
why does it feel like friends are so difficult to make?
i long for some sort of careless abandonment
something which i now busk in
but the knowledge that school looms in the background
and that my days are numbered
argh such resposibilities
why so?
open conversations
deep mysteries
new paths to cross.
thats the life i want
the life in constant search of adventure
of challenge
of difficulties
of fulfillment.
question marks my sentences.

Back

i'm back from china!
my plane from chingqing to guangzhou got delayed by like 1 and a half hours.
and than i smartly nearly miss my connecting flight back to spore cause i went to get some food.
it was like the worst flying experice ever.
i had to run like MAD and the gate was like right at the end!!!
first time to china first time on a tour first time taking a non-SIA plane, first time on a cruise, first time on the world's longest cable car, first time seeing a lot of other stuff.

made friends with the river guide. (What a weird title right?) its what the cruise guide is called. He's JD's age but looks way older. he brought us around chongqing on the last night cause he had some free time. brought us to the clubs pubs and just around the city. (no need to worry about racism and guns for once)

photos will come another day.

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the thought of having to return to school is really dreadful. i can't imagine doing anything at this point in time.

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Dr Ian Geh , MRCP, FRCR, is a Consultant Radio-Oncologist based at the University Hospital Birmingham. He is also an Honorary Senior Lecturer in cancer studies. His special research interests are bowel and urological cancer.

specialize in bowel. how weird is that.

Diss

wish that i'm not staying at home on the first day of my hols.
=( what a horrible start to it.
left school late.
stayed back for nothing.
waiting for a bloody sticker.
didn't get it.
if they call me during the hols to scold me i'll be boiling mad. seriously.
inefficiency.
disgusting.
spending the first night of my hol at home.
disgusting.
i have no life.
i need a life.
ask me out.
(but i'll be away from 10 to 19)

Countdown With Me

so many things to do but i choose to come online and not study for competency tomorrow or prepare for my two patients tomorrow. all hail the decay the rot and the germs. wat i really want now is to lie in bed and curl up and leave the world to hurry around. on a brighter note i completed my FP projects! woopee! took some planning and some overtime but its worth it cause i won't be around to go back to sch during the first week.
and on another note i really really really can't wait for my holidays. did i say that yet?
but i'll be away from 10 to 19 june so will have to catch up and do whatever when i get back.
you people enjoy!

The Past Month

Went to One Rochester on fri with two other classmates and JD. had dinner prior to that at a coffeeshop near school. food was good. one rochester on the other hand was rather dissapointing.

Dad's first birthday celebration.

Dad's second birthday celebration at sumi. we had dinner at this jap bbq grill place. it was horrendous. spent most of our time waiting for food to come. upon arrival still need to wait so long for it to cook. i got really grumpy. by the way the above is a tomatoe. the foie gras was gd but that was about all.