hey fiona thanks for always putting me on the invited list of all your parties all these years.
even though it may be that one time we meet through out the year but year in year out you still invite me.
appreciate it alot.
thanks for the friendship and help and everything. =)
thanks for being a friend where silence is not akward.

migranes and champange don't go
fell very ill on x'mas.
didn't get to enjoy dinner with my family much.
this year was a pretty quiet christmas
bro was away on honeymoon.
yes he's married and the house does feel different without him.
not the gone on holiday different but a quiet different.

oh well...
2007 has been a rather eventful year.
turned 21.
went to china for the first time in my life.
it was quite a trip.
travelled overseas by myself for the first time on SEP.
brother got married.
started treating patients.
jd moved house.

on the rougher side
had my first car accident
any many other things that should not be put into words here

the unpleasantness in some aspects has somewhat increased.
life in spore is some what quieter
not due to choice totally but also schedule
some unpleasantness in some friendships.
maybe its time i just drop them?
like stop wasting my time on them if they are not interested in being friends?
anyway, shut the door on a few friendships completely.
just not worth it anymore

maybe i hope that 2008 will bring along a new group of friends
or maybe not...
oh well..
just cause my fac is so small...
sigh...
somehow the quietness resonates...
and i long to be near the sheepshipsea

Caught in the Act

He's the killer! says:
joanne!
show u a foto



Joanne says:
cool
Joanne says:
u went for linkin park concert?
He's the killer! says:
ehh
Joanne says:
and sat next to my bf
Joanne says:
haha
He's the killer! says:
u see the guy beside me
...

He's the killer! says:
so it was yourBF!
He's the killer! says:
HAHAHA
He's the killer! says:
whos the girl??
...

He's the killer! says:
y not u?
...

He's the killer! says:
so funny. i thought ur bf was cheating on u

He's the killer! says:
went to great pains to take a photo with him and that girl
its like dam hard to fit them in.
without being too obvious

Joanne says:
lol

He's the killer! says:
see we're such good frens righttttt
must tell ur bf to beware....cannot anyhow cheat......
cuz ur frens are pro.

this is hilarious
thanks alex =)

Party of the Year

Autumn


She can really cook!

Chocolate pudding with ozzy outty sauce.

Em's look is priceless


the theme was autumn
we had to dress up
it was just a small lab table and lab table's friends dinner.
the decor was interesting
the food was awesome
late harvest white and a red wine
a soup, salad, potatoe wedges with speciall dip, lagsana, maynonice chicken, LAMB, chocolate pudding and burfday cake!!!
oh my gosh.
to die for just thinking of it.
thanks mar for the very generous dinner
of cause it was the topic of the week and such a nice almost end of term treat
though it did leave us pretty tired the rest of the week!
haha.
i want the recipe of the lamb!!!

you know
when i was young i used to think that the class 3 look was the in look
haha
i always wondered how people got that look

you know somethings in life are so fragile.
misplaced expectations.
but its also kinda expected judging the situation
its not the first time too.
probably the last time.

pretty sick of some thing.
maybe many things.
dunnoe why i spend time chasing fruitless things
who am i doing it for?
why do i even bother.
because i care
evven though i say i don't
but so what
they don't even care

today was a rather fruitful day
my alarm clock was set to silent
reached sch slightly late
fell sick when i got out of the bus( the drivers are seriously evil)
S T O for patient
but my right eye was blocked so my fave dr took it out for me!
haha.

obturated the canals.
called the dealers
went off.

since it was early i decided to take a detour.
had yella fellows!
interesting concept.
sat at MOS
pondered.
its being a long time since i had time to sit down and stare into the open
and people watch
and think
and think
and think
in general
i feel like my time here has been spent.
other than school i have no life
i wonder what it'll be like when school's over
there's just no holding power
this little city that use to captivate my heart has lost its dazzle
i dream somewhere else all the time
i see myself in its vast green fields in it large city
in front of the vast ocean.
just so much to see/do/take in
i dun feel any belonging to this city where i call home
i see my self like a pilgrim going through some journey that will hopefully end soon
and that i want to uproot fly break free
stay away form this city
it just does not hold my heart.
its true my world has shrunk
shrunk so much i know what i want
and i know what i have found and gained and learned in this city to make me want to leave it.
sigh.
i want to dissapear into nothingness
but can a man leave that sort of life
when all the friends dissapear
and where there's not even such a thing as family?

bored stiff

jd boarded the plane for canada via hk yest.
boo hoo
i'm bored to tears.
seriously.
went shopping with mum
went to the new terminal alone.
ok quickly finish your exams people!