Ephesians 1:17

Prayer for Spiritual Wisdom
15 Therefore I also, after I heard of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, 16 do not cease to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers: 17 that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, 18 the eyes of your *understanding being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, 19 and what is the exceeding greatness of His power toward us who believe, according to the working of His mighty power 20 which He worked in Christ when He raised Him from the dead and seated Him at His right hand in the heavenly places, 21 far above all principality and power and might and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this age but also in that which is to come.
22 And He put all things under His feet, and gave Him to be head over all things to the church, 23 which is His body, the fullness of Him who fills all in all.

Isaiah 53
Romans 8
James 1:16-1716 Do not be deceived, my beloved brethren. 17 Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning. 18 Of His own will He brought us forth by the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of His creatures.

Trials
God did not say that we will not be faced with trials in this lifetime but he did say this.
James 1:2-8
Profiting from Trials2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. 6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. 7 For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

Come with me. I'll take you for a ride.

From this. http://www.xanga.com/FeatherHailtree

To this.

My lab partner. We torture each other by taking instruments and poking at the mouth. Soon it'll be injection time. Thanks for being a good lab partner and bearing with the pain.

My line senior.

Joanne senior and Joanne junior. My line junior.

From Joanne to Joanne on Return Tea

With Gold dust. From Shangri-la.

My mum made these.

Ex-mouth

I just wish someone can understand me.
If people can move out of houses
I wish for now i could move out of my life
call it escapism
i wanna go to faraway lands and talk to queer people.
people who stare at me and think i'm strange
at least than i know and they know that they do not understand me
at least than they would be forgiven for misjudging me
at least than i know i'm lost
at least than i know that they know that i'm lost
now i just have to live a life
a life that i have chosen for myself
a life that i have to suffer the consequences of
cause for everything that i chose i knew the consequences full well
i knew what will happen and yet i chose it.
a bet against a bet.
am i dumb?
don't answer me.
i choose to believe that any human in my position would do the same.

Not So New Bag!

I *hearts* it.
But its been collecting dust at home.
worked for four days during my hols. three and a half days pay to this bag the rest to kushingbo for lunch with boyfriend!
oh.. i actually have to buy gold to make gold crowns.
1 gram of gold = $expensive$$
8g= very very expensive.
dental students now have no money for lunch.

Heart broken

flunked my dental materials test.
its a shit test and does not requires any brains but i flunked it.
cows to me.
it was just pure regurgitation with no need for any processing.
but i brilantly did not study that topic.
cows to me.
i'm devastated.
but its only 10%.
so what if u get seventy and i get twenty.
its a five mark difference.
just that five marks is a grade.
cows to me.

An end to an end

Today is a significant day..
it marks the last official orientation event.
Its Return Tea
Where the year one juniors do their part for us and organise a dinner.. and perform.
we've had so many things...
2 clnic visits
1 dinner from q n m
buffet nite
trifac bash
old folks home visits
camp
pre camp
building the flost
welcome tea
line dinner with line seniors.
thats an amazing amout of things.

to top it off we had
occlusion test
dental materials test
op-tect theory test
patho test
and pharmaco test

how happening! thank God i scraped through for my pharmaco test. i hope God will do the same miracle for my other tests. pharmaco was the last test and i was too lazy to study until i realised how crucial it was 30% of my final grade. by then i only had so few hours left. i pon a one hour lesson on the day of the test. and now my backside is getting screwed. all because of some useless talk on HOW TO USE THE INTERNET TO DO RESEARCH. life is so unfair. my class is so small a few missing students makes it seem like the whole world is missing. i need to write an apology letter. and an essay. thats not the worst.

I have SIX more tests to go and one project.
that is before my holiday begins.
now i can't wait for my hols.
oh no.
i love studying.
am i going crazy?
*sobs*