my ranting place.

i had this person today
was taking ut decay and was prob slightly uncomfy
than the mother said to child - naughty girl cause you pain
so much for educating a child.
i felt like letting the tooth rot to death.

free treatment is never appreciated.
i wish i can take back what i have done sometimes.
otherwise just don't come.
no one forced you to wait two hours for FREE treatment.
i seriously dun believe in free health care in an asian society.
cause its just abused.
the people are just too hard to please
the mentality is just so wrong.
ill educated ill brought up.
sighs
wonder what the next gen will turn out like.

life is never fair
help is easily forgotten
rarely repayable

if i don't know what i want
how can i be satisfied.
i hate making decisions
i have made too many bad ones.

the bigger picture

sometimes in life we just cannot see the bigger picture cause we are so involved with the now.
at this times it is so hard to take a step back.
and at this times God is so real.
Thank God for His grace.
seeing me thru all these years
without Him it would not have been possible.
Grace and favour, right place at the right time.
All the best Boyfriend. =)
God is with you!

2 Corinthians 12:9,10

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

is the economy that bad that people are cutting down on aesthetic medicine that some "aestheticians" (in contrast to beauticians) have to model? i dunnoe whether to praise her for parading around in her underwear or to be appalled. i just feel a lil faint now.

how the hell do you call throught to Fat Duck?
Oh what a chore.
How do i even know if i am calling the correct number?

is it justifiable to eat a $300 dollar meal at the world's second best reastaurant?
sigh.
being thinking about it ever since i booked that ticket.
shouls i or should i not?
arghx.
on one hand its not every day that i go that way once a decade
on the other hand its so darn expensive and not even inclusive of wine!
oh the decisions i ponder over.

looks like this trip will make me a more cultured soul as opposed to blinged blinged.
to eat or not to eat?